Monday, July 12, 2010

Final baby birthday of the summer

My little man, Beckett, turned two in July! He and his parents live in North Carolina, so it's rare that I get the opportunity to see him. However, I am very thankful that I get to see him in a week(ish). Until I get pictures of my own, these are from his mama of his choo-choo birthday! He wasn't too keen on being sung to, but once he got a hold of his cake, he was just fine. I love you, little man! Can't wait to see you soon!



Wednesday, July 7, 2010

When difficulties become blessings

So, for those of you who don't know, I've been going through a lot lately. I've learned a lot about myself recently. And a lot about those around me.

A friend of mine has been so incredibly helpful. She was there for me right after I went to urgent care. She referred me to a good specialist. When I needed a good physical therapist, she pulled some strings for me. She checked up on me constantly while leading an incredibly busy life. Thank you, S.

Multiple classmates did all they could for me. Taking notes. Talking to teachers. Contacting me throughout the week to see if I needed anything. Checking with me at each class to make sure I was okay. Thank you, J, P, A, B, M, and A.

My family has been supportive. Driving up to spend time with me. Helping with payments. Praying for me. I'm so thankful for you, D, M, and S.

My boyfriend has never left my side. He was up all night with me when I went to the ER...twice. Went with me to doctor's appointments. Made sure I knew that these difficulties aren't going to do anything to us but make us stronger. Prayed for me and with me. I wouldn't have made it this far without him. I don't know what I'd do without him. Thank you, D.

But, above all, God has shown me beyond a doubt that He knows exactly what's going on. He has a plan for me. And I may get frustrated and angry and feel like He's given up on me. But He hasn't. Isn't that beautiful? He sees me pout and cry and throw a tantrum like a two year old, but He wipes my tears, wraps me up in His arms, and tells me to stay strong in my walk with Him. He's got the map and I've learned to trust Him entirely.

I'm still a work in progress. We all are. But I know now that, even when I hit a brick wall, there will be people on the other side talking me through it.

So, I'm thankful for those difficulties. They've become some incredible blessings.

Saturday, July 3, 2010

Blessed

Feeling particularly blessed today. Mostly because of this guy...



Thankful for him daily.